Posted on 2012.10.24 at 12:05
Reading through my old posts. How do I find myself back here? Seven years I've had this constant reminder that I would never be all I hoped to be.
So, after all. I'm back. Bigger than ever. Slowly losing my grip with reality but loving every second.
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Posted on 2007.08.23 at 12:28
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Posted on 2007.04.01 at 12:18
Current Mood: content
yesterday was good i suppose..
had an orange, 12 grapes and a rice cake..
which i think is about 150cals..
also + the 2 teas, so altogether about 190cals..
which is pleasing for the day i guess, although it could have been lower.. :(
ill weight myself later though, to see if ive lost..
Posted on 2007.03.31 at 12:54
Current Mood: blank
well yesterday was both HORRIBLE and GREAT..
BAD news..i had 1/2 a BIG mac..dont even ask me what possessed me to have one...
just after i lost 7lbs..i havent even had 1 b4..but owell no point crying over spilt milk!!!..
GOOD news the fatty burger gave me food poisoning..so i guess i wont be eating for a couple of days..
so i suppose thats good..
p.s i brought some lemons to eat...just incase i do get hungry..
jst to ask whether theres any benefits or bad things that could happen..and how many calories are in them??..
Posted on 2007.03.29 at 18:46
Current Mood: scared
hmm YESTERDAY NIGHT was grerat!..
went 2 c my bf..since i havent seen him inna bit..
n we seem closer den eva..
im SOOO happy..
then LAST NIGHT was sad..
i had wun of those cryin dreams wher u wake up crying..
and it was about HIM dying..
i dno wt 2 think 2day i been so sad..
since most of my dreams cum tru at wun point or anuva..
i just been so scared that i havent eaten ALL day..
n im NOT even hungry..!!
i DUNNO wt id do if i LOST HIM..
hes the only reason im ALIVE..
i LOVE him SOOO much..
neways soz 2 burden u with my problems..
bt on an eating note..2day was GOOD..
Posted on 2007.03.28 at 16:05
Current Mood: exhausted
well today was NOT so good i suppose...
i woke up this mornin and LOST anuva 1.5lbs..
but then didnt i get a bit 2 excited and EAT 3 alpen bars (70 cals each)..
then had 2 bacon sandwichs and half a garlic bread..tut tut so BAD..
but then i PURGED it..and then scales says im the same as this mornin..
so i guess thats KIND of good..
neways im goin 2 do coursework now..
so HOPEFULLY that will take my mind off *FOOD*..:)
Posted on 2007.03.26 at 17:13
Current Mood: embarrassed
..mummy saw my si
..she asked: "wt is that"
..n i sed: "burns from the cooker"
..she sed: "o but their in a line and square, hmm very specific.."
..i sed "o isit?..neva noticed..hopefully it wnt scar 4 long"
..she sed: "yh, hopefully.."
i think i handled that QUITE well...doesnt suspect a thing..maybe ill stop wearin short sleeve tops..xx
Posted on 2007.03.26 at 15:42
..wednesday: WHOLE PACK OF BISCUITS
..sunday: CHINESE (BUFFET)
dat was my week of eating..HOW DIGUSTING!!!..i think its taken dis wk 4 me 2 realise just how BAD my diet has gotten...from eating HARDLY NOTHING to recovery and eating EVERYTHING..im just depressed now..afta telling all my friends what i had eaten dis week...we all decided 2 go on a diet (i suppose that will HIDE my ed)..typically though they'll stop inna bout 3 days n ill still b starving..which i consider good now..its the ONLY way to get wher i want n feel HAPPY (well close 2 it)...
so 2day ill ONLY b eating: